One Day I Decided To Quit

It seems i'm in another crossroad again. Since late last year, it has been a rocky journey. So many changes have come into my life that resulted to me being reclusive. All I can do is hang on to every word He gives me.

This morning I had the same feeling of trying to gain control over everything again, then questioning myself if I'm not doing/planning enough to achieve my goals. But quickly, the Spirit has reminded me to trust His Will.

As the day continues, I know that everything is happening to fulfill His purpose. I'm not assuming, I really know. I can feel it in my bones. :) He speaks through my heart. To pacify me, chronic worrier as I am, God continues to shower me with His Word. Just like the one I received today from a friend (see below)...

My Lord, many thanks for showing me the way. For all the graces you've been showing me.


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One day I decided to quit...I quit my job, my relationship, my
Spirituality... I wanted to quit my life. I went to the woods to
have one last talk with God. "God", I said. "Can you give me one good
reason not to quit?" His answer surprised me...

"Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"

"Yes", I replied.

"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care
of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew
from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing
came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. In the
second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again,
nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo."
He said.

"In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I
would not quit. In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo
seed. I would not quit." He said.

"Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth.
Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant...But
just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. It had
spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and
gave it what it needed to survive. I would not give any of my
creations a challenge it could not handle." He said to me.

"Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling,
you have actually been growing roots?"

"I would not quit on the bamboo. I will never quit on you."

"Don't compare yourself to others." He said. "The bamboo had a
different purpose than the fern. Yet they both make the forest beautiful."

"Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high"

"How high should I rise?" I asked.

"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.

"As high as it can?" I questioned

"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."
I left the forest and bring back this story. I hope these words can
help you see that God will never give up on you.

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